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It’s the end of finals week and I’d just like to...

Sat, 23 Mar 2013 19:48:29 -0700

It’s the end of finals week and I’d just like to just thank everyone for being the most supportive people ever! Seriously, it’s not even my birthday and my friends spoil me like no other. :)

It all started on Saturday when I come home and there’s this muffin with my name on it in the batch on a plate. “Mish baked again!” I think. But then I turned and saw.. MY OWN BATCH OF HOMEMADE GRANOLA BARS WITH ALMONDS AND HONEY AND CRANBERRIES. Mish specifically baked me granola bars as a study snack because she knows I love cranberries and almonds. :)

Then on Sunday I was studying superhard and Kogie comes over with FLOWERS. One for each of my classes! He got me flowers and a cranberry muffin that wasn’t too sweet and a carrot muffin that I have been talking about for DAYS. He walked all the way to the co-op for it, this cutie. He even got me a HUGE family-sized bag of mini Reese’s because he knows those are my favs!

Wednesday was my worst day and Mish saw how stressed I was, so she went out and tried to get me the chocolate oranges that I totally LOVE, but found out they’re only seasonal, so she got me Reese’s! She even put on a cute note for me!

On Thursday, Kogie and I went out to eat. I thought it was just going to be something casual, but he dressed up and took me to Pluto’s and we sat outside and had the cutest date ever! We even got giant cookies after.

Kogie came over on Friday with home-made bento boxes! Super Asian, but so so so thoughtful because I was running out of food and he never really cooks. It was so delicious omg..

Then today Mish and I FINALLY had a roommate outing and it was the best thing evers. I feel like we never hang out one-on-one anymore, so this was superfun. Mish Mish is just someone you can never have awkward silences with; there’s always SOMETHING to talk about! We went to farmer’s market and had Thai food and it was just a nice, relaxing day.

I wish I took pictures, but I’m grateful for all of the texts wishing me good luck. It may be something small, but they took the time to do it even though they’re probably studying for finals.

Gotta head out to eat out with everyone still here now! Then tomorrow morning catching the flight with Kogie. BECAUSE OUR TRIP IS SERIOUSLY AROUND THE CORNER NOW. :)

Midterms Suck

Thu, 21 Feb 2013 04:43:04 -0800

I am so tireddd. :(

I just want to go to sleep. I’m over this quarter already.

The only thing that is keeping me going is the fact that I’M FLYING TO LA WITH MY BOYFRIEND ON SPRING BREAK YAYYY.

I have to do well before then!

Photo

Tue, 05 Feb 2013 11:37:06 -0800

Change

Fri, 25 Jan 2013 00:46:42 -0800

Just a little thought that’s been going through my head for a bit now. I guess you could call this my New Year’s Post?

It’s kind of crazy how much living in a new environment could just change you, you know? If I look back exactly one year from now, I was a completely different person. I mean, I knew from the beginning that going to college changes people, but I didn’t really stop and think about the extent or degree of which the “change” was.

I know I have changed from high school to college; I started dressing better and doing my makeup more often. I went from dependent little Jackie who always had her parents do things for her to a more independent girl who did her own laundry and woke herself up. I started giving other food a chance; on occasion, I would eat Mexican food or sandwiches, which is something the old, closed off me would have never done. I started drinking and I was even lil sis for a frat for a little while. When the quarter ended, I truly thought that that was the extent of my growth. I never liked too much change; or maybe it was more like I never had to experience too much change?

Then I started a new school year living off college and then I really changed. I’ve started to really save money now. I don’t eat out too much anymore and I look for the lowest prices on gas and groceries. Safeway is one of my favorite apps. I started cooking and baking now. In fact, one of my favorite websites now is allrecipes. I’m more conscious of what I’m eating and I try to become fit and exercise. I may not have a clean room all of the time, but my part of the room is looking a lot cleaner than it would if I were the same. I wash all of my dishes right away most of the time. I’m on top of my classes and I’m proud to say I did really well last quarter. I don’t procrastinate and pull all-nighters anymore. I think in general I’m becoming more motivated, more health-conscious, more independent..

Maybe it’s because I’m not living in San Jose’s “bubble” anymore or maybe I never reflected so much about it before, but I’m definitely seeing a lot of change in myself. I don’t really know how I will be in the very end, but hopefully I’ll become a better person from this.

Day 10: Three Strengths

Fri, 25 Jan 2013 00:04:12 -0800

1. I think the best part about me that I consciously know of is my confidence/assertiveness. I’m pretty comfortable speaking with anyone and I’m not afraid to ask or say something. I like to take initiative to doing things instead of waiting for something to happen because it really bothers me when something is left unclear or not done.

2. If I’m doing something, I’ll be as meticulous as I can. I remember when I was in high school I hella procrastinated on projects and stuff, but when I actually did them I took time doing them because I don’t want my work to look like a piece of shit, even if I only had a few hours and I could totally bs and turn it in.

3. I think my habits should count as a strength. I mean, I enjoy reading the news. I try to understand politics. I eat breakfast every day and I sleep at a decent time. I like using correct punctuation and for the most part try to adhere to grammar rules. I dunno, it counts to me.

Day 9: Three Weaknesses

Thu, 24 Jan 2013 23:53:26 -0800

1. I’m generally always cold. BUT if I’m outside and it gets a little too hot in the summer, I can get nosebleeds and faint. Noooo joke. So yeah, office job it is!

2. I’m very indecisive. The thing with my indecisiveness is that if someone decides something and I don’t like it, I won’t go with it. So I’m kind of picky and indecisive, which is the worst combo ever.

3. I don’t like committing too much into something.. Like my internship, lol.

Day 8: Three Things on To-Do List

Thu, 24 Jan 2013 23:47:58 -0800

What, just right now?

1. Buy present for little sis (I already know what to get her hehehe)

2. Finish hw.

3. Look for the rest of the contacts for intern

Day 7: Three Favorite Foods

Thu, 24 Jan 2013 23:46:18 -0800

UHHH this is kind of hard because I can’t really take it down to three, but I’ll try..

1. BAKED GOODS.

OHMYGOD I CAN’T REJECT ANY BAKED GOOD.. Seriously. Cookies, cake, brownies, bread, the list does on..

2. Malaysian Laksa. So bomb.

3. Rice wrapped in lotus leaf. I think that’s how Americans call it?

Eh probably not my favs, but nothing is coming up right now.

Day 6: Three Daily Things

Thu, 24 Jan 2013 23:40:24 -0800

1. See Kogie

2. Do work of some sort

3. Look up food.

LOL, I’M SORRY I’M A FOODIE..

Day 5: Three Regrets

Thu, 24 Jan 2013 23:38:20 -0800

Okay, I was hella lazy so let’s do this.

1. Not trying hard enough in school.

2. Not appreciating my family more.

3. Not being assertive enough in hs.

Day 4: Three People

Thu, 24 Jan 2013 23:36:03 -0800

1. My father

Okay, I’m not exactly sure if he counts but whatever! My dad really changed my way of thinking whether it be about education or money or politics. He never gets too angry or annoyed and he’s always there for me when I need him. He’s one of the most selfless people in the world, I swear.

2. Syd

Haha, you’re probably going to be pretty surprised when you see this on your dash if you ever see it, girl. Actually, I kind of hope you don’t because this is a little embarrassing. I never started out very motivated on grades or anything; I think it’s because my friends that I had in elementary/beginning of middle school weren’t exactly the most motivated people in the world. It was pure chance that I formed a deep friendship with you.. or is it fate or something? I dunno. Anyways, when I met you and started hanging out with you, I realized how important grades were to you and that made me try a lot more too. To be honest, I used to be like a C student but when we were in hs or stuff I shrived for A’s and B’s.

3. Kogie

Man, where do I start hehe. Uh, you definitely made me try more in school. Freshman year of college was icky for me and when I got together with you and saw how much you tried, I tried too! You motivated me to lose weight, get better grades, and to speak up when I don’t like something and be honest. You even influenced me to save money and look for coupons, which is pretty ironic since I’m almost positive your family is wealthier than mine. You also gave me more confidence in myself, so I’m honestly thankful you’re in my life. I think because of you I’ve gotten a lot weirder, but whatevs LOL.

Dear Blood Drives,

Tue, 22 Jan 2013 21:11:00 -0800

WHY is there a weight requirement? What difference does it make?! This is discrimination to short people for sures.. I hope you’re happy because you just lost a wonderful volunteer. I could have saved a life! :(

Sincerely,

Jackie the willing donor

My boyfriend spoils me too much

Sun, 06 Jan 2013 17:58:54 -0800

Stop making me love you more and more.

Day 3: Three Movies

Sat, 05 Jan 2013 16:57:00 -0800

1. How to Train Your Dragon

2. Ratatouille

3. Easy A

Yeah, I know, all kids’ movies.. I’m a kid at heart? LOL. For some reason I don’t like R rated movies.. Like any of them. I think it’s because they’re too crude for me, but who knows? I also like romcoms but I guess I haven’t found a fav one yet (but Proposal was very close).

Day 2. Three Songs

Sat, 05 Jan 2013 16:50:55 -0800

Okay, it’s like the second day and I’m already behind lol.. BUT I SHALL TRY. Again.

1. One Wish - Ray J.

I seriously played this song so often my sister actually came to my room and begged me to stop. lol.

2. Smile - Uncle Kracker

3. Clair De Lune - Debussy

This is my studying song lol. I play it on repeat when I study. :)

BUT when I want to mix it up I’ll play other songs.. classical piano songs lol.. My boyfriend calls me boring.

Day 1: Three Fears

Thu, 03 Jan 2013 12:11:08 -0800

I’m just going to list them in no particular order

1. Being unsuccessful

I’m going to sound spoiled and say that my lifestyle right now is quite luxurious in which I have everything I’ve ever slightly wanted and to break away from this way of living is the if not one of the most frightening things that could happen to me..

2. Failing my parents’ expectations

I am in no way stupid, but even at a young age, I slacked off a lot. A LOT. Freshman year in college has treated me well socially, but as a consequence I lagged behind in my academics and left my parents disappointed.. They pay the full price for my tuition and my living expenses and all I brought them were shitty grades. So from this school year, I have decided to try my best and raise my GPA especially when I just changed from a science major. But so far so good, so I have to keep trying! :)

3. Being unwanted

Okay, let’s get this clear: I’m not desperate to have a significant other. In fact, I love being single (current bf make it worth it, though hehe)! I know myself and I would NOT fare well alone. At all. I’m just saying that I don’t want to become one of those cat women people always talk about who live by themselves. I mean, I can’t even kill my own bugs! I think a component of this would be being fat.. Freshman 15 is so true. Anyone who says differently is lying to you! Well, at least Freshman 5.

Christmas Celebrations with Friends 2012 Okay, I know this is...

Thu, 03 Jan 2013 11:25:00 -0800

Christmas Celebrations with Friends 2012

Okay, I know this is pretty late, but I thought I’d put it on so I can look back and remember the memories.

ANYWAYS, we had this small little Secret Santa with the housemates. I got Soap, so I got her a giant box of animal cookies, a Guess bracelet, her favorite hard candy, and an Elf brush set. Okay, I kind of went past the limit, but OHWELL. Christmas only comes once a year, you know! But yeah, she looked superpleased, so it made everything worth it. :)

My Secret Santa was Janet, who’s one of the awesome new housemates that I was fortunate enough to get. She got me one of those bubble umbrellas that I’ve been eyeing for a while, especially after I broke my umbrella.. AFTER USING IT ONCE WHEN I WAS RUNNING FOR THE BUS.. Piece of shit, sheesh.

After, I gave Mish Mish my present to her which was this really pretty statement necklace that I found in Guess. I got her a silvered colored one because usually her necklaces are gold, but I’m not exactly sure if it works well with her style hm..

The next day, I got busy baking cookies for everyone else because I’m a poor college student LOL. Okay, I can’t say I’m a poor college student, but I’m learning to budget myself. I baked these mint chip cookies that I found in Target and they were a HUGE hit. I ate half a dozen myself, lol.. I regretted it so much after, but yolo I guess.

THEN, the day after, I baked some more.. Keep in mind that this was the weekend before finals, so I was already suffering, but I already told myself I would make Kogie the pie pops I reblogged earlier, so I forced myself to do it! They actually came out pretty nicely, so I’m happy. :)

Kogie was supersurprised! I gave it to him and this red thermal I bought him (because I took his white one) and he was like, “wtf I thought you were studying.”

But yeah, totally worth it and hopefully Christmas 2013 will be even better! :)

10 Day "Three" Challenge

Thu, 03 Jan 2013 10:51:00 -0800

heckyeahtumblrchallenges:

10. Three Strengths of Yours

9. Three Weaknesses of Yours

8. Three Things on Your To-Do List

7. Three of Your Favorite Foods

6. Three Things You Do Daily

5. Three Things You Regret

4. Three People Who Changed your Life

3. Three of Your Favorite Movies

2. Three Songs You Could Put On Repeat Forever

1. Three of Your Biggest Fears

Going to try this :)

supermodelgif: Magdalena Frackowiak, Silver Screen Angels My...

Mon, 10 Dec 2012 04:58:35 -0800

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Magdalena Frackowiak, Silver Screen Angels

My fav <3

thecakebar: mini pie pops (tutorial/recipe) For Kogie’s...

Fri, 30 Nov 2012 01:15:16 -0800

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mini pie pops (tutorial/recipe)

For Kogie’s Christmas present :)